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November 6, 2006 - 4:32:37 pm   Relationships

As scared as I am to trust and get close to anyone, I have to admit, I want you much more for just a "dude-friend" and chat and cam-bud. I've wanted you for 3 years now, hoping you'd have a change of heart. But I accept how you are, and sadly realize that this might never go beyond what it is now. I dare not say anything, I'm so very scared, I don't want to screw things up then you'd disappear again... maybe forever this time. Even tho' I went to love another, I still thought about you. You'll always have a special place in my heart, but it hurts to know I will be taking my secret to my grave.