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March 10, 2008 - 6:14:16 am   Other

HELLO,
MY FRIEND IS MAD AT ME, HE TEXTED ME TO FUCK OFF .
I HAVE REPLIED TO HIM THANK YOU I HAVE MADE YO MAD TAKE CARE.

THIS TIME I DO NOT FEEL SO HURT THAT WE ARE TO PART WAYS, I AM A MAN WHOU BECAME A FRIEND OF THIS BOY OF22, WE NEVER MET BUT WE TEXTED AS IF WE KNEW EACH OTHER, HE CALLED ME DAD, AND I WAS SO TOUCHED AND HAVING NO SON OF MY OWN, WHAT THE HECK, I PLAYED THE GAME OF FATHER AND SON, I ACTED AS HIS FATHER, TOLD HIM TO TAKE CARE OF HIMSELF, AND WE HAD A GOOD ON OFF RELATIONSHIP FOR 3 MONTHS. HE WOULD TEXT ME HE FOUND A NEW JOB FOR HIS BACK WARMER. AT FIRST HE SAID I AM BUSY BUYT THAT WOULD NOT MATTER BECAUSE I WOULD NOT CARE. IREP[LIED TO HIM, THINGS YOU DO THAT WOULKD INTEREST ME, AND WE BECAME MORE CONVERSANT...IN SHORT, WE WERE TALKING.

NOW I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO, S=I PROMISED MYSELF TO GUIDE HI REMOTELY, BUT HE WANTS ME OUT.

I NEED HELP, I DO NOT WANT TO LOST HI, I FEEL I AM A FATHER TO A SON I HAVE LONGED FOR.

AM I DOIN THE THINGS RIGHT.

SHALL I JUST LET THINGS TO COOL OFF, AND LET THE DUST SETTLE AS TO SAY.

ECRAM 9/3/2008...THE DAY BEFORE THE STORM AT ENGLAND